just wanna dig a deep hole or sink into a dark corner and fade away~ 

damn this heart of mine isn't strong anymore. 

I need a wall again.

damn.

Hollowness

This empty feeling. It is not nice.

It is causing other uncomfortable feelings.

It is an empty feeling yet full of other emotions.

It dully hurts.

Tired or lazy?

Body's shutting down... So is the brain...

Am I that useless? I try but I can't seem to even live up to normal expectations... I can't do anything right can I?

Wish there was a job or something I can excel instead of labelled as a person who is wasting and ungrateful...

If I'm ungrateful, I would go and work and not study ok.

Hurts

it hurts when you know that no one tells you anything anymore =(

or say too busy, and forgot... i dislike being forgotten =((