Tales of a Life

Hello?

2012-02-07T12:21:00.001+08:00

Why am I most of the time the odd one out?
The one who is always not the sporting one?

Why is it when I say I don't want to, I'm forced and then despised?
I'm not that sociable aren't I?
Why do I end up alone. Empty.

A burden.

~

2012-02-04T15:24:00.003+08:00

Just a little too much?

2012-02-03T23:31:00.001+08:00

Oh how I wish

Oh how much do I need it till I lose my sanity?
Do I even have any left?

Oh how much can I have?

Oh... I am sorry to have been a burden to all

Sorry

Night of aircon

2012-02-02T18:16:00.001+08:00

Baby bear snuggled up last night for the attack of aircon =3

To Klang

2012-01-27T15:39:00.002+08:00

Us kids went to Klang to visit aunts and uncles on the 25th Jan 2012 =)

Turned into Klang~

Lights~

No lights~~

A bus stop~~ spooooookieee LOL

Turned in to a short cut which sis knows and it looks super deserted~

Like someone would jump out and mug you...

Must.Not.Follow.Light.... Must.Resist!

Housing area~

Uncle directing the car~

Reached Klang =D

Ipoh-PJ Pt1

2012-01-26T15:16:00.000+08:00

1st toll truck

2nd toll truck

Ipoh-PJ Pt2

2012-01-26T15:00:00.000+08:00

Heavy downpour~

Rain stopped~

Stopped for a while

Started to drizzle~

Half rain half no rain XD

Rain started again~~

Really was heavy~

Rain was so heavy we could barely see the lights from the front car

Water~

Rained till PJ

Reaching condo =D

Chinese New Year Eve dinner~

2012-01-22T21:00:00.000+08:00

Went for dinner with family(6 of us) at a restaurant about 10minutes drive from home.

First up: Yee Sang

Pork something lol

Fried Chicken(taste like some frozen chicken which can be bought at any supermarket) with sauce

Miserable vege >.>

Fish paste~ but the name was golden something lol & Steamed Fish!

Prawns

Drink: Chinese Tea of course :) & Dessert

Price: RM345

Verdict: I'm not going back there.

Rather go to HillCity Hotel and have their all you can eat buffet.

At least it taste better.

But not bad for a recently opened restaurant?

Hmm...

Random takings in the car after dinner:

Mini flood~

Background clear :D

Lanterns~

Raindrop~

Like this shot =)

Happy CNY!

Back to Ipoh~ tiring day~

2012-01-21T20:00:00.000+08:00

Left PJ at 10:15-ish or earlier

The Journey begins at 10.30am on the highway with jam~ not edible jam mind you :D

The time:

Locarion: hentian Tg Malim.

We are so WAAAY behind time

Jamming in the front~

Jamming at the back~

The Tg Malim Rest stop~

packed yo~~

Even the buses had to park by the road~

After passing by that stop, traffic was free~~

But it was short lived ==

And it continues~

We are on the way to Ipoh~ AlorStar!! just kidding XD

The time: 2:25pm

Finally~ the stop! reached bout 2:30pm

On the road again at about 3:30~

Amd it started to rain/drizzle

Cars spraying water xD

The bus that overtook us >.> what's the hurry yo~ the road's slippery~~

Trees? Bushes? ahahaha

Ze darkening clouds

And thus the clouds after the rain~

And rain again after the clouds LOL

*super like the blurred background effect =3*

at 4pm, we see IPOH sign!!

One second can see the rain up ahead, the next, we're under it :D

no problem, i just take more rain drop zoomed pics~

Reachin' home~

New buildings~

And the old ones~

Oo look big tree, Oo look traffic xD

This is a group of dinosaurs =p

New office building near my area~

Shen Jai independant secondary

Latest development for office buildings~

The black things are water buffaloes~

quite a number wander around the housing area

Voila~ Poop! told ya they wander around XD

I'm coming home, I'm coming home~

Development opposite/beside home

And, tadaa at 4:10~

BACK! After 6 hours ~.~

I'm only human

2012-01-16T01:28:00.000+08:00

Cracks

2012-01-13T23:33:00.002+08:00

Have another of those heart aching moments.

Have yet to find stillness.

Have yet find you.

Drifting?

2012-01-11T00:42:00.003+08:00

Maybe i'm asking for too much?

Just want you to care. To comment. To be like last time where I actually matter.

Too much?

Or am I too far for you to remember?

2 teardrops.

Lalala

2012-01-10T00:40:00.001+08:00

Floating

2012-01-07T08:46:00.001+08:00

Feelings of floating apart. Why is that I can never stay close to people? I grow close to some but when I try to keep the relationship going, I seem to be doing all the initiative and the other party just takes it or granted?

Do I really don't matter that much? Do I really blend in as the background?
Do I even exist to you anymore? Or am I just getting pity?
What is this? I don't-

Who am I?

Crazy weather

2012-01-05T20:41:00.001+08:00

Oh gosh, weather's been crazy lately.

One minute it's sunny sun sun; the next it's rainy rain rain.

So just imagine, one minute you're sweating like you someone poured water on you, the next thing you know, you're down with the flu bug.

It ain't fun at all >~<

~Peace out :D~

Bathtub!

Bliss isolation...?

2012-01-04T13:23:00.001+08:00

I want to have a plac where there's no traffic, no hustle, have fun while learning, no screaming, no falling sick because of the work you know that's making you ill... But in a nice cosy house... I'm so ready to retire... Wait, I'm not even done with studying! =-=

the good times~

2011-12-31T09:16:00.001+08:00

ahaha xD

bullying him lol

bliss =3

Fruits from garden

2011-12-28T16:03:00.001+08:00

Except these :D these are bought

Flood at the office and around it...

2011-12-27T16:30:00.000+08:00

Erm~

2011-12-24T12:37:00.000+08:00

Problem? XD

Tang Yuan (without peanuts)~~

2011-12-22T15:30:00.000+08:00

Tang Yuan in the making~

Glutinous rice flour + water

Set to boil in water

It'll start to float up =)

It's ready! =)

Water drained and ready to be soaked in ginger+pandan+gula melaka soup mix

ginger+pandan+gula melaka soup mix

Tang Yuan soaking in the soup mix =)

After a ten minutes~ Wala~

Gone =p

Heart much?

2011-12-18T13:08:00.004+08:00

Present from Calvin =3

2011-12-17T21:55:00.000+08:00

Dinner~ Sis mini bday celebration~

2011-12-17T21:53:00.001+08:00

Tea cup :D

Wet wipes XD

Bento set (chicken)

Small plates to eat from

Something from the japanese shop

IceCream!!

Packaging~

Top view

Side View

Ze spoon

Sis' Icecream

Open sesame!

Buffet Dinner at Palace at the Golden Horses

2011-12-11T23:21:00.001+08:00

Deco at the lobby area etc.

Toilet Door xD

Lift Door at LG.

Mini Christmas tree at the front of the buffet area.

View

Dining table

~no food pics taken as we were too hungry xD the only one taken was the empty cake plate XD~

Lobby tree and lady holding chandelier

Outside view at night =)

Outer lift

Parking

View from outide

Going home =D

WTH

2011-12-02T15:40:00.001+08:00

Ei budak, kalau tak send, cakapla... kalau hilang email add aku, TELL me la!! you dont want to hantar assignment, that's ur problem!! dah suruh send kat i since TUESDAY!! sms after sms takde pun!!

BUGGER LA!! TODAY HANTAR WAN U KNOW!

Weekend

2011-11-29T00:41:00.001+08:00

Weekend without siblings was awesome!
Though I had a few bumps along the weekend, at least i had a great time watching movies and walking around looking for food XD

Really REALLY hope there'll be another time which I can do this again...

Unifi

2011-11-21T21:49:00.001+08:00

Just got Unifi~~ speed's okay, fast enough, but can't connect without a cable...

=-=

Sien la like that... have to have a friggin line and cant go online anywhere in the condo = =

SUPER SIEN YO!

Drown

2011-11-18T17:37:00.001+08:00

To think that I have yet again to just plunge into nothingness.

To think that I have achieved so little.

To think that I deserved it.

One sided

2011-11-15T20:47:00.001+08:00

One sided

Can be dangerous on the road and off the roads

biscuits XD

2011-11-09T14:06:00.002+08:00

what would happen?

2011-11-06T22:30:00.002+08:00

Will it be this way?

Reign of the Ninja Mosquitoes

2011-11-05T15:52:00.000+08:00

When you can see them, you cannot touch them...

When you cannot see them, you can FEEL ZE PAIN!!!!

Damn...

You first~~?

2011-11-03T23:25:00.000+08:00

Oh goodness... Can you believe that a guy has the cheek to be bitchy when he's in the wrong???

Just because you brought your badminton net, doesn't mean that you can just "rampas" the court from someone who has actually BOOKED the court!!

You lansi, I also can. You bitch, you think I can't?? HELLO~~ You're a GUY!! oh wait.. don't tell me you're a girl on the inside..

No brain wan a? You professional player so what? You didn't book the court also. What professional? You think what? Amateurs don't need to play a? Then GO AND BOOK THE COURT LA!!!

Pissed shyt la... bugger wan...
you think you're the only one who can hit hard and show off a?
You think you can give angry face a?
You think you can stand there and act like nothing happen when I have the killer aura a?
You think you can get what you want just because you think you are a big shot?

You just made yourself a person who doesn't go by the rules and just proved yourself as not a gentleman.
You just proved that you have no brain!!

What the heck yo. I tell you, if it i tak control, I would have bitten off your heads and place it as trophies in the condo.

Not that I like your faces, but I would just laugh.

Red morning sun...

2011-11-03T18:01:00.000+08:00

Red blot of sun... faded by the mist/haze...

Just like how I've been... i guess...

Hush hush?

2011-11-01T13:59:00.000+08:00

I've got this feeling that I'm not that good of a person. People come to me for help. When I help, they leave me when it's solved and never call or meet up ever. I'm fine with that.

Then slowly as it is, everyone leaves. Then now I have only one left. Is it a matter of time before I lose that person too?

No heart to heart talks. Nothing. it becomes less...

What is to become of this? Am I the only one trying to keep up?

Hurts like shit

2011-10-30T23:34:00.000+08:00

you know how much it hurts? to be kept in the dark? im just normal. less than normal.

what's the point of even suggesting something more?

so i can fall down harder and have you laugh and scorn at me?

I'M NOT YOUR ASS KISSER

Sleep

2011-10-17T01:17:00.001+08:00

For now, sleeping is the best thing I should do...

Curl up and ignore the faggots...

Crush them down so I can rise above them...

Kiss my ass~~

心

2011-10-12T19:20:00.002+08:00

被利用的感觉怎么处理? 被丢弃的心怎么取回? 心闷闷的真的好难受哦...

Dinner~~

2011-10-10T22:26:00.000+08:00

Long lasting~

2011-09-26T18:53:00.001+08:00

Awesome long lasting board yo~~

taken this year xD

Life's unwinding or winding?

2011-08-16T20:17:00.003+08:00

Has been 3weeks since the sem started.. assignments every week ain't all that bad.. for now..

still the beginning only ma right? >.<

So many things has happened, new people, new subjects, but still the old behaviours can be clearly seen around. Some things are just the same almost every where I go.

I have very strong criticism towards art i do not understand and see no point of it being created in the first place then hung up like a trophy.

So, yea.. im stern i guess lol..

Persona 4

2011-08-10T21:35:00.002+08:00

Oh lol man.. One bro playing Persona 4 and when the soundtrack "Your Affection" came up, other bro on the floor dancing to the song..

the best part: he didn't know he was being filmed and when he did, his epic laughter :D

Pizzzaa~~~

2011-08-09T20:14:00.002+08:00

Pizza came late larrrr..... but at least the compensated with 2 free pan pizza voucher..

PIZZA!! so long since I last ate pizza~~ lala.. Viva pizza not bad.. ate 3 slices and I'm gonna die liao... FULL la wehh.... muahahahaha...

Sushi King Challenge ==> fail

2011-07-28T00:13:00.004+08:00

Oh so sad... :D

Hmm.. hungry...

Vanilla Shake ice blended

CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!!

~Did not take while bro ate, too tension >.<~

Filled and full and a FAT bill to pay @.@

Bon Odori - Shah Alam Part2

2011-07-24T14:55:00.009+08:00

RM 10 for 5 bottles.. and a bag xD

During the dance where it involves holding a flag or smthg..

Most people going to see the special guests performance (the flag dance thing)

Just in case you get lost xD easy to be found..

Oh the stage (behind) xD

Same design on one side, diff design on the other side..

Booked grass for sis and bro to sit....~~

Fan and ice cream cup booking.. ahahaha..

Ze continuation~~ Peace out~~

Bon Odori - Shah Alam Pt1

2011-07-17T12:35:00.004+08:00

Gah..cannot believe I forgot the other pictures =.= have to wait......

BASARA 2

2011-07-12T13:32:00.003+08:00

Currently in PJ, currently having fun with PS2..

Currently love playing Basara2 n Basara2 heroes XD

Thanks to bros for that XD

It's like, super awesome game where you get to conquer places.. lolz..

New equation xD

2011-07-08T19:01:00.005+08:00

Banana's planted by dad

Monkey

Angry dad & Happy Monkey

Monkey invasion!!

2011-07-08T12:33:00.003+08:00

Mom just shouted "MONKEY A!"

just a few minutes ago, since I'm in the office slacking off, I decided to post this out xD

Apparently the monkeys are trying to get the bananas from the plant my dad planted. Bananas aren't ripe so the monkeys are choosing LOL it's like a supermarket to them. Just that they have to go through the risk of getting chased away by my dad.

Oh ya, by the way, there's a super huge garden by the side of the office, changed from a scary bush accumulation to a garden. It's not much but hey, it's his pride and joy :D

First squirrels, then eagles, now monkeys.. Wonder what's next.. oh wait, there had been an occurrence of a goat nearby XD

Avery - "Go Screw Yourself" (stripped down version)

2011-07-06T19:50:00.002+08:00

To all those~~ you know yourselves :D

McD!!

2011-07-06T16:58:00.001+08:00

huhuhu~~~ McDonald's having their promotion again..

Their Lovin' Mid Month thing is on again... the coupon i found on FB page.. hehe.. now imma hungry -.-

I super miss going with friends lorr..

Haze is back..

2011-07-06T16:35:00.002+08:00

Oh Great... opposite my housing area, there's construction going on.. Everytime there's wind, it'll blow the sand EVERYWHERE..

Dahla flower pots breaking everywhere.. clothes blown to neighbour's yard, Now it looks like a desert with lots of greenery = =

a-la... headache pulak.. but that doesnt stop me from looking at this XD XD

Things that I find joy in

2011-07-05T01:56:00.005+08:00

cup - not paper cup :D

DINNER OUTDOORS

Fried Rice and cili padi

New door..

2011-07-01T22:38:00.003+08:00

Heyz peeps.. am back..

it's time to say goodbye to Kampar..

har har... gonna miss the crazies there ^^

Hear ye hear ye

2011-06-17T13:51:00.000+08:00

Creative much? hehe.. things that people can come with are just simply awesome.... ^^

Taken from: http://coolmaterial.com/accessories/pick-punch/

Hokay..

2011-06-10T12:01:00.001+08:00

Haih.. 2nd hand iphone aku punya battery dying like nobody's business... T.T

Sakit hati aku..

Starting to save for a better phone!! Yosh!!

Fight AARRR!!

I'm not the only one xD Perfume Bottles!!

2011-05-25T22:36:00.000+08:00

There are other people doing the same thing I do.. collect perfume bottles.. just that I don't buy them... I just look xD and get from whoever has xD and i like other unique looking things too :D

http://www.viajeroshop.com/perfume/some-reasons-why-people-collecting-the-perfume-bottles.html

I have this bottle xD

Things

2011-05-18T20:29:00.000+08:00

There are so many things happening around me...

I'm so confused with what you want..

I know what I want.. So CHEONG A!!

Mind blasting Food xD

2011-05-06T12:59:00.000+08:00

Try drinking from this hehehehehehe....

Glass to the max!!!

2011-04-18T07:05:00.011+08:00

I so want this weiii:

Super cool~~cant wait for this to actually happen :P

So many things happened d lar...

What to do... anyone? T.T

End of the month

2010-12-31T23:33:00.003+08:00

It's the 31st of 2010... in other words, the end of another month... to make it a big hoo-hah, it's the end of another long year..

Another year of worries, sadness, happiness, hurt etc.

A new year is coming. Will it be better? Or will it be worse?

Why wait till the year ends before starting on a new resolution? Why can's we start a new one every day?

Anyway, Happy New Year people :)

Good Bye

2010-10-08T09:50:00.002+08:00

Serenity is nearby...?

2010-09-29T01:22:00.007+08:00

After anger, comes calmess.. Odd calm that sweeps over you..

Just escape the hustle bustle and relax with something you like..

For me, I like it when I can just put my head under water and shut off the noise and feel myself floating instead of sinking into the modern world. Under water, is where I can also find peace and think without distractions. If I open my eyes under water, I can see and feel tranquility, eventhough the underwater life seem busy.

To feel like it is alright once again. To feel supported, loved, cared for, and to do the same back to them.

To light the flame and keep it going forever in my heart. To remember that I am protected by Him. That I have to tell all that He is here. To stay.

If I Die young

2010-09-19T18:40:00.011+08:00

What happens when we die?

We don't know when that'll happen anyway, only God knows.
All the fear and shadows that lurk around the corner

The sunshine and strength that we find in people that God placed around us.

When someone leaves you or pass away, then what do you do? Cry? Kill ownself? Go to a corner and think?

What would happen if all were gone? Living now is like living on the edge of a cliff.

There are limitations too in life.

Relationships are important, no? Many have I encountered. Not many lasted.

Think about what you are doing or who you are destroying or helping.
It takes time.

Real Emotion [FFX-2]

2010-09-09T20:00:00.004+08:00

Real Emotion

What can I do for you

I can hear you

What can I do for you

Far beyond the hazy borders of my heart

I can see a place

It's something like this

Every now and then I don't know what to do

Still I know that I

Can never go back

All the things I've seen

In those hazy dreams

Can't compare to what I'm seeing now

Everything's so different

That it brings me to my knees

And oh, I know

the world of real emotion has surrounded me

I won't give in to it

Now I know that forward is the only way my heart can go

I hear your voice calling out to me

You'll never be alone

What can I do for you

I can hear you

What can I do for you

I don't plan on looking back on my own life

I don't ever plan

To rely on you

Even if by chance everything should go wrong

You come in one day

And try to save me

If from time to time

It's an upward climb

All I know is that I must believe

'Cause the truth I'm seeking

Always was inside of me

And when

I find

the world of real emotion has surrounded me

The many things that you

Taught me then

Will always be enough to get me through the pain

Because of you I am strong enough

To know I'm not alone

What can I do for you

I can hear you

And if

I find

the real without the motion has surrounded me

And I can't go on

And you are there

The moment that I close my eyes

You comfort me

We are connected

For all of time

I'll never be alone

And oh. I know

the world of real emotion has surrounded me

I won't give in to it

Now I know

that forward is the only way my heart can go

I hear your voice calling out to me

You'll never be alone

What can I do for you

I can hear you

What can I do for you

I can hear you

I can hear you~~

Sang by Jade Villalon of Sweetbox

1000 Words [FFX-2]

2010-09-09T19:30:00.003+08:00

1000 Words

I know that you're hiding things

Using gentle words to shelter me

Your words were like a dream

But dreams could never fool me

Not that easily

I acted so distant then

Didn't say goodbye before you left

But I was listening

You'll fight your battles far from me

Far too easily

"Save your tears 'cause I'll come back"

I could hear that you whispered as you walk through that door

But still I swore

To hide the pain

When I turn back the pages

Shouting might have been the answer

What if I'd cried my eyes out and beg you not to part

But now I'm not afraid

To say what's in my heart

For a thousand words

Have never been spoken

They'll fly to you

Crossing over the time

And distance holding you

Suspended on silver wings

And a thousand words

One thousand confessions

Will cradle you

Making all of the pain you feel seem far away

They'll hold you forever

The dream isn't over yet

Though I often say I can't forget

I still relive that day

You've been there with me all the way

I still hear you say

"Wait for me I'll write you letters"

I could see how you stammered with your eyes to the floor

But still I swore

To hide the doubt

When I turn back the pages

Anger might have been the answer

What if I'd hung my head and say that I couldn't wait

But now I'm strong enough to know it's not too late

'Cause a thousand words

Call out through the ages

I'll fly to you

Eventhough I can't see

I know they're reaching you

Suspended on silver wings

Oh a thousand words

One thousand embraces

Will cradle you

Making all of your weary days seem far away

They'll hold you forever

Oh a thousand words

(a thousand words)

Have never been spoken

They'll fly to you

They'll carry you home

(carry you home)

and back into my arms

Suspended on silver wings

(on silver wings)

And a thousand words

(oh~)

Call out through the ages

(call through the ages)

They'll cradle you

(oh yea~)

Turning all of the lonely years to only days

(only days)

They'll hold you forever

(oh~)

A thousand words~~

Lyrics : Kazushige Nojima

Composition : Takahito Eguchi

Arrangement : Noriko Matsueda

English Version Sang by : Jade Villalon of Sweetbox

Francesca Battistelli - Beautiful, Beautiful

2010-09-06T02:32:00.001+08:00

Don't know how it is You looked at me

And saw the person that I could be

Awakening my heart

Breaking through the dark

Suddenly Your grace

Chorus

Like sunlight burning at midnight

Making my life something so

Beautiful, beautiful

Now there's a joy inside I can't contain

But even perfect days can end in rain

And though it's pouring down

I see You through the clouds

Shining on my face

Chorus

Like sunlight burning at midnight

Making my life something so

Beautiful, beautiful

I have come undone

But I have just begun

Changing by Your grace

Chorus

Like sunlight burning at midnight

Making my life something so

Beautiful, beautiful