Tales of a Life: 2010

Friday, December 31, 2010

End of the month

It's the 31st of 2010... in other words, the end of another month... to make it a big hoo-hah, it's the end of another long year..

Another year of worries, sadness, happiness, hurt etc.

A new year is coming. Will it be better? Or will it be worse?

Why wait till the year ends before starting on a new resolution? Why can's we start a new one every day?

Anyway, Happy New Year people :)

Friday, October 8, 2010

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Serenity is nearby...?

After anger, comes calmess.. Odd calm that sweeps over you..

Just escape the hustle bustle and relax with something you like..

For me, I like it when I can just put my head under water and shut off the noise and feel myself floating instead of sinking into the modern world. Under water, is where I can also find peace and think without distractions. If I open my eyes under water, I can see and feel tranquility, eventhough the underwater life seem busy.

To feel like it is alright once again. To feel supported, loved, cared for, and to do the same back to them.

To light the flame and keep it going forever in my heart. To remember that I am protected by Him. That I have to tell all that He is here. To stay.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

If I Die young

What happens when we die?

We don't know when that'll happen anyway, only God knows.
All the fear and shadows that lurk around the corner

The sunshine and strength that we find in people that God placed around us.

When someone leaves you or pass away, then what do you do? Cry? Kill ownself? Go to a corner and think?

What would happen if all were gone? Living now is like living on the edge of a cliff.

There are limitations too in life.

Relationships are important, no? Many have I encountered. Not many lasted.

Think about what you are doing or who you are destroying or helping.
It takes time.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Real Emotion [FFX-2]

Real Emotion

What can I do for you

I can hear you

What can I do for you

Far beyond the hazy borders of my heart

I can see a place

It's something like this

Every now and then I don't know what to do

Still I know that I

Can never go back

All the things I've seen

In those hazy dreams

Can't compare to what I'm seeing now

Everything's so different

That it brings me to my knees

And oh, I know

the world of real emotion has surrounded me

I won't give in to it

Now I know that forward is the only way my heart can go

I hear your voice calling out to me

You'll never be alone

What can I do for you

I can hear you

What can I do for you

I don't plan on looking back on my own life

I don't ever plan

To rely on you

Even if by chance everything should go wrong

You come in one day

And try to save me

If from time to time

It's an upward climb

All I know is that I must believe

'Cause the truth I'm seeking

Always was inside of me

And when

I find

the world of real emotion has surrounded me

The many things that you

Taught me then

Will always be enough to get me through the pain

Because of you I am strong enough

To know I'm not alone

What can I do for you

I can hear you

And if

I find

the real without the motion has surrounded me

And I can't go on

And you are there

The moment that I close my eyes

You comfort me

We are connected

For all of time

I'll never be alone

And oh. I know

the world of real emotion has surrounded me

I won't give in to it

Now I know

that forward is the only way my heart can go

I hear your voice calling out to me

You'll never be alone

What can I do for you

I can hear you

What can I do for you

I can hear you

I can hear you~~

Sang by Jade Villalon of Sweetbox

1000 Words [FFX-2]

1000 Words

I know that you're hiding things

Using gentle words to shelter me

Your words were like a dream

But dreams could never fool me

Not that easily

I acted so distant then

Didn't say goodbye before you left

But I was listening

You'll fight your battles far from me

Far too easily

"Save your tears 'cause I'll come back"

I could hear that you whispered as you walk through that door

But still I swore

To hide the pain

When I turn back the pages

Shouting might have been the answer

What if I'd cried my eyes out and beg you not to part

But now I'm not afraid

To say what's in my heart

For a thousand words

Have never been spoken

They'll fly to you

Crossing over the time

And distance holding you

Suspended on silver wings

And a thousand words

One thousand confessions

Will cradle you

Making all of the pain you feel seem far away

They'll hold you forever

The dream isn't over yet

Though I often say I can't forget

I still relive that day

You've been there with me all the way

I still hear you say

"Wait for me I'll write you letters"

I could see how you stammered with your eyes to the floor

But still I swore

To hide the doubt

When I turn back the pages

Anger might have been the answer

What if I'd hung my head and say that I couldn't wait

But now I'm strong enough to know it's not too late

'Cause a thousand words

Call out through the ages

I'll fly to you

Eventhough I can't see

I know they're reaching you

Suspended on silver wings

Oh a thousand words

One thousand embraces

Will cradle you

Making all of your weary days seem far away

They'll hold you forever

Oh a thousand words

(a thousand words)

Have never been spoken

They'll fly to you

They'll carry you home

(carry you home)

and back into my arms

Suspended on silver wings

(on silver wings)

And a thousand words

(oh~)

Call out through the ages

(call through the ages)

They'll cradle you

(oh yea~)

Turning all of the lonely years to only days

(only days)

They'll hold you forever

(oh~)

A thousand words~~

Lyrics : Kazushige Nojima

Composition : Takahito Eguchi

Arrangement : Noriko Matsueda

English Version Sang by : Jade Villalon of Sweetbox

Monday, September 6, 2010

Francesca Battistelli - Beautiful, Beautiful

Don't know how it is You looked at me

And saw the person that I could be

Awakening my heart

Breaking through the dark

Suddenly Your grace

Chorus

Like sunlight burning at midnight

Making my life something so

Beautiful, beautiful

Now there's a joy inside I can't contain

But even perfect days can end in rain

And though it's pouring down

I see You through the clouds

Shining on my face

Chorus

Like sunlight burning at midnight

Making my life something so

Beautiful, beautiful

I have come undone

But I have just begun

Changing by Your grace

Chorus

Like sunlight burning at midnight

Making my life something so

Beautiful, beautiful