突然

很突然。

心中的内疚。

心中的痛苦。

可以停止吗？我已经很累了。

我消失吧。

我知道我不是你理想中的。

可是我也是人。

不是驴子。

我也需要休息，空间。

我从小被迫独立，现在却说我是个不孝。

对不起。

我童年没了我也舍不得跟你们说。

我死了你们才甘愿吗？

We are all hypocrites~

I just saw a post on how a couple that just got together and were bombarded with nasty things against them and they got defensive.

I understand why they get defensive, for example:
1. when a guy goes shirtless in a girl's room, first thing that the couple are thought as doing is having sex.
2. when a guy hugs a girl from behind, they had sex.
3. when they kiss, they are going to have sex.

this is not based on any survey by anyone but by my own observation in the social circles that I have.
look, if you want to criticize someone, look at the log in your eye before you pick out splinters in others.

If you have nothing better to say, don't say it out.
If people want to post pictures, let them be. Don't nuclear bomb them. If you feel uncomfortable, speak kindly as you would others to, to you.

I have been through situations where people have thought of me doing "disgusting" things with my ex.
But the truth was, I spent my time alone with him watching sitcoms and movies. What's so disgusting about it?

As it is said :"Do not judge a book by its cover"

Others may not be like you. They may not be as disgusting as you are. So stop tainting others.

T.H.A.N.K.Y.O.U.

just wanna dig a deep hole or sink into a dark corner and fade away~ 

damn this heart of mine isn't strong anymore. 

I need a wall again.

damn.

Hollowness

This empty feeling. It is not nice.

It is causing other uncomfortable feelings.

It is an empty feeling yet full of other emotions.

It dully hurts.

Tired or lazy?

Body's shutting down... So is the brain...

Am I that useless? I try but I can't seem to even live up to normal expectations... I can't do anything right can I?

Wish there was a job or something I can excel instead of labelled as a person who is wasting and ungrateful...

If I'm ungrateful, I would go and work and not study ok.

Hurts

it hurts when you know that no one tells you anything anymore =(

or say too busy, and forgot... i dislike being forgotten =((

Why?

Why do you lie to me? Ignore me?
Am I that of a disturbance?
Why hide from me?
I'm not asking all from you.
Just that I hate being lied to.

And being left out from everything.

Cracked up. Fishsticks.

Dafuq

Come on. I tell if I don't like.

You keep me in the dark.

Hello?

Why am I most of the time the odd one out?
The one who is always not the sporting one?

Why is it when I say I don't want to, I'm forced and then despised?
I'm not that sociable aren't I?
Why do I end up alone. Empty.

A burden.

~

Just a little too much?

Oh how I wish

Oh how much do I need it till I lose my sanity?
Do I even have any left?

Oh how much can I have?

Oh... I am sorry to have been a burden to all

Sorry

Night of aircon

Baby bear snuggled up last night for the attack of aircon =3

To Klang

Us kids went to Klang to visit aunts and uncles on the 25th Jan 2012 =)

Turned into Klang~

 Lights~

 No lights~~

 A bus stop~~ spooooookieee LOL

 Turned in to a short cut which sis knows and it looks super deserted~

Like someone would jump out and mug you...

 Must.Not.Follow.Light.... Must.Resist!

 Housing area~

Uncle directing the car~

Reached Klang =D

Ipoh-PJ Pt1

1st toll truck

2nd toll truck