Thursday, March 27, 2014

This & That

So... it has been a VERY long while since I last wrote. Looking back, I have gone through moments which has brought me down to the dumps.

Not that I am proud of it but I do acknowledge that it is a part of me. But that is in the past. I keep them as a lesson to myself. Not to bring one down but instead I love if it could help others.

I've learnt lots over the past half year. Finding myself and bringing myself back to God. I'm not perfect and am still learning how to depend fully on Him. Not easy but not impossible. ^^



"Be still my heart! but not too still!" - The Nanny Series

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

突然

很突然。

心中的内疚。

心中的痛苦。

可以停止吗?我已经很累了。

Saturday, July 28, 2012

我消失吧。

我知道我不是你理想中的。

可是我也是人。




不是驴子。




我也需要休息,空间。






我从小被迫独立,现在却说我是个不孝。





对不起。







我童年没了我也舍不得跟你们说。

我死了你们才甘愿吗?

Saturday, June 2, 2012

We are all hypocrites~

I just saw a post on how a couple that just got together and were bombarded with nasty things against them and they got defensive.

I understand why they get defensive, for example:
1. when a guy goes shirtless in a girl's room, first thing that the couple are thought as doing is having sex.
2. when a guy hugs a girl from behind, they had sex.
3. when they kiss, they are going to have sex.

this is not based on any survey by anyone but by my own observation in the social circles that I have.
look, if you want to criticize someone, look at the log in your eye before you pick out splinters in others.

If you have nothing better to say, don't say it out.
If people want to post pictures, let them be. Don't nuclear bomb them. If you feel uncomfortable, speak kindly as you would others to, to you.

I have been through situations where people have thought of me doing "disgusting" things with my ex.
But the truth was, I spent my time alone with him watching sitcoms and movies. What's so disgusting about it?

As it is said :"Do not judge a book by its cover"

Others may not be like you. They may not be as disgusting as you are. So stop tainting others.



T.H.A.N.K.Y.O.U.

Sunday, April 29, 2012

just wanna dig a deep hole or sink into a dark corner and fade away~ 




damn this heart of mine isn't strong anymore. 








I need a wall again.









damn.